Fan:Omega Theorem

I’ll cut right to the chase;

On 12th July 2016, I had a psychotic episode involving the Digimon Movie. This document is reflecting on that psychosis. I have Schizoaffective Disorder.

There were a lot of things that led up to that psychosis, and it affected different people, places and objects. To find the answer to my problems in a movie I watched when I was a child was truly a spin-out. Adding on to the fact that the original theory affected real life events and predicted the future.

Doesn’t that sound like one of the most insane things you’ve ever heard?

You’re in for a hell of a ride.

= Age of Fire =

On 6th July, 2016 I had posted a Mental Health argument on 4chan. I know this doesn’t relate to Digimon; sorry, you kind of got ripped off in this bit. Just think of it as the trailers before the movie.

The summation of it was quite simply; I thought that the Jews controlled mental health.

Yet despite making a claim like this with no sources whatsoever, I was able to demonstrate sound logic. Had I not blatantly said that I’ve been in the psych wards five times it would’ve been difficult to see if I had a mental illness or not.

During this tirade, I was pushing trolleys around town and bringing them back to the shops. I was not employed to do this; I was merely doing it on my own accord. I had a quota to meet; after I met that quota I would then climb to the top of Billy Goat Hill in my town and yell. I was angry.

I was angry that I was manipulated and taken advantage of by drugs and the people that associated themselves with them. I took that anger out on Billy Goat Hill. I needed a release.

So we’ve established that I was leading well, you could say a double life. Online, I was putting forth mental health arguments and in the real world I was yelling and pushing trolleys around.

To me, that sounds like a person that just wants to be heard. Either that, or a complete nut.

I was arguing online because I wanted to provoke a discussion. Shaking the beehive was the best way I could think of at the time to get people to actually discuss mental health. A lot of this is transcending the others into a new age. All of this never really started to happen until October.

The aim of the Age of Fire was to rekindle the flame; to provoke discussion and controversy, to rebuild myself, to light the fire within.

= Age of Renaissance =

When I came to the conclusion that Soul of Cinder is similar to Omnimon from Digimon, I watched the video. I actually cried afterwards. Now, Soul of Cinder is a character from Dark Souls 3. He’s the representation of all the lords of cinder, as well as everyone that linked the fire in the first Dark Souls. All those people make up the Soul of Cinder. Omnimon is the same as in the movie; every single person on the internet comes out of the emails and combines with Wargreymon and Metalgarurumon. I’ll get more into this later, but the argument posted here was that I was thinking about the damaged relationship with my father and I pictured him as Metalgarurumon / Matt and myself as Wargreymon / Tai. The emails were everyone strengthening our fractured bond.

Renaissance Age came into picture when the Meme Renaissance came into picture. It was the internet’s version of a Renaissance – I like to think, anyway. We created many pictures and images; I feel as though it would be a good compliment to the Mental Health of the internet, they have shown a creative side of themselves.

= Age of Love =

The Age of Love was seen when I typed up the original Omega Theorem This was when it was only based on Omnimon’s Birth. I wrote the Kokomon and the Greymon bit later.

I came to the realization later that Omnimon’s Birth was actually a result of three forces combining together in unity. The transcendent sword, the supreme cannon and the glowing emails that represent the core of Omnimon. Mind of the sword, body of the cannon, soul of the internet. We also need to branch that off into Order, Law and Chaos where in the Supreme Cannon represents Order, the Transcendent Sword represents Chaos and Tai represents the Lawful Catalyst.

I define Lawful in that sense of being neutral; Law is a neutral thing at heart, and you need a neutral balance in order to bind Order and Chaos – they can’t mix together by themselves because they’re opposites. You cannot take a bucket of Order and mix it with a bucket of Chaos.

For example; what if you were to put two blocks together? They would not stick, and depending how hard you hit them with force; they may break. You need a third force, a binding agent to glue those two blocks together.

The Age of Love was not a homoerotic thing, but rather a point on loving your fellow man and woman. I encouraged people to start supporting each other, because the only person that can support them is each other.

Love was a core thing that 4chan had to learn; they had to re-learn to love themselves and love others. Originally, I attempted to perform therapy by making threads. I hope that my therapy threads were liked by some, but hell as long as I manage to help one person by the end of the day; I’m happy.

= Bloomfield Admission =

On 12th July, I was admitted to Bloomfield psychiatric hospital for assessment. I was sent there because I was yelling in public and harassing people. Nobody was hurt though, but the Police were called. I was found outside a post office, assessed at the local hospital then taken away to Bloomfield. I also went on a Facebook tirade, to which I unknowingly performed practical Chaos Theory on myself and found a correlation between Chaos Theory and Schizophrenia.

During my time there, I was writing down why I should be let out, as well as topics of interest regarding the mental health industry.

The way I coped during those six weeks was to just take things one day at a time. My theory melded with the internet; people were seeing what I was doing. I notified Encyclopedia Dramatica forums, I notified 8chan’s /fringe/ board, and I prepared them for what was to come.

Unfortunately, due to the fact that I was a frequent visitor of this ward I was instantly stigmatized. Having a reputation with Mental Health can either work with you, or against you. People assume you are the same person that you were when you came in a year ago when that’s not entirely the case.

What happened to get me in Bloomfield was that I had stayed up for at least six nights straight. All I was doing was posting on Facebook psychotic ramblings yet I unintentionally proved a correlation between Chaos Theory and Schizophrenia. If you think about it, it does make sense; schizophrenia is a chaotic, unpredictable condition where you become detached from reality during psychosis and may end up a risk to yourself, others or your reputation should you go acute.

I went acute.

I walked down the street and I called a friend of mine the wrong name. I went up to Woolworths and I yelled and screamed. Please don’t think of me like I am that kind of person, though! It is only an episodic condition that can be starved or fed; I keep my schizophrenia in check so you have nothing to worry about. I digress.

Thesis Statement
The thesis statement is to crack this formula;

(w + m) * t = Ω

I assign w as the Chaotic Mind, m as the Orderly Body and t as the Lawful Catalyst required to unite w and m to make Ω which is Peace. That was the original formula for the thesis statement, yet the point of this document is to psychoanalyze my past and find the answers to my demons.

I believed that this was the formula to World Peace, but I now realize that was merely only one possible scenario. But it points into a good light; a lot of things in life come in groups of three. Alpha, Beta and Omega for example. Persecutor, Rescuer and Victim. In fact;

Persecutor: Alpha

Rescuer: Beta

Victim: Omega

Persecutor, Rescuer and Victim are social traits. This triangle is what we base social interaction off;

Alpha beat Beta, Beta beat Omega, and Omega beat Alpha. In fact, Omega and Alpha constantly fight for Alpha. This is conscience. Your conscience is quite simply made to compliment your Alpha side or your Omega side.

These social structures have been put in place since the dawn of our civilization. Alphas are the leaders; they set the moral building blocks and societal structure for future generations to take and base their views and opinions off. These future generations are Betas; they take what the leader does and base their views on it. The Beta may or may not end up becoming an Omega; the outcast. The Omega is quite intelligent due to having to fend for himself / herself, and can outwit Alpha in many ways. Alpha is the beginning, Omega is the end.

I came to this conclusion after witnessing many reports of strange coincidences and synchronicities happening to other posters on websites. There had to be a correlation here somewhere.

'If your Alpha is stronger than your Omega, then your Omega is beaten. This triggers the loop to turn clockwise. The energy you put in your choices is feeding the Order in the universe.'

Let’s analyze these sentences a bit. Alpha is the hunter; the preserver of the tribe. Alphas uphold tribal law and maintained the safety and peace of the tribe. It is an orderly stature. You may be asking what a loop is as well; a loop is a turn around the Karpman drama triangle. Every interaction triggers a loop, a loop is called a revolution; every interaction triggers the pattern and causes a revolution. The triangle can rotate either clockwise or counter-clockwise.

'If your Omega is stronger than your Alpha, then your Alpha is beaten. This triggers the loop to turn counter-clockwise. The energy you put in your choices is feeding the Chaos in the universe.'

Yet in saying this, Chaos is unpredictable and cannot be defined correctly. If we apply Chaos Theory practices to reality, we may be able to estimate a prediction of the future but it takes a special kind of person to truly understand Chaos Theory. It requires being detached from reality and schizophrenia is a good platform to launch off for that kind of thing.

The Omega is the scavenger; they only rule by themselves. However, as you cannot fully grasp an Omega’s true intentions, that is what makes him chaotic.

You also require another thing; Law.

= Order, Law and Chaos =

Law is a balance required to neutralize the tension between order and chaos. Law preserves society in a state of peace. I would say peace of mind would apply to this state; we branch off into several types of peace – peace of mind, peace in death, world peace, inner peace etc. it is a wide umbrella that covers a whole range of topics.

If we had too much Order in the world, we would be under a regimental structure; total dictatorship. If we had too much Chaos in the world, we may either simply cease to exist or we will build a utopian society. Chaos is unpredictable and can work both ways; it’s a gambling force.

The reason why we can’t have a tip in the natural balance of the cosmos is because it creates a ripple effect and upsets other balances and ecosystems at work.

Chaos and Order cannot work to their full potential without converging all of the divergent into a point. Order’s message needs to be converted into a singular point where all can agree on to achieve a regimental structure. Chaos needs to converge into a singular point yet in saying that, it is hard to control an unpredictable substance. Order and Chaos cannot mix together as they are opposites and would clash; there needs to be some binding agent or catalyst, which is Law.

Would I say Law preserves Peace? Of course I would. Law maintains the balance, as said before. It keeps the order and chaos balance well, as there is order in law yet there can be chaos in law as well. A neutral area is required

Law can be a flexible term in politics though that requires to be reasoned with. Reason coincides with Law as you need to debate and dispute your case in a Court of Law. Think of the lawful, orderly and chaotic things in life and how they affect people. Our actions affect others more than what we realize.

All laws stem from Biblical times. The Bible provided the framework for Christian societies to base their morals, ethics and laws off. Hammurabi created the Ancient Babylonian laws, which were the foundations for our current laws today.

= Karma system =

There is a karma system in that I believe that our actions pool in energy to either the Order or the Chaos of the universe. Depending on your experiences, you may become either Alpha or Omega. Take note of the subtle ways that your actions affect other people. I guarantee you that one person sees what you do if you do something out of the ordinary; they will tell another person, and another person, and continue the cycle until it spreads. Regardless of whatever religious deity you choose to believe in, the energy you output will feed either the Order if you are Alpha, or the Chaos if you are Omega. If you are Beta, you live by the Law as that is the structure that Alphas created; Law and Order go hand in hand.

The ripple effect, or butterfly effect in Chaos Theory, is a powerful thing. It symbolizes the word of mouth and how things can affect other people. How would someone react to hearing something in particular? What would prompt them to do an action, or speak a word?

We also see a karma system work in the world in our daily lives. Ever done something for a friend, only to have the favor returned? There are forces in the world that work to shape and mould this universe yet it is all balanced; everything is spherical in space, in fact on September 3rd, 2003 there was the Hubble Ultra Deep Field image which projected a picture that had over ten thousand galaxies in that one picture alone!

We would also be able to branch off Karma system into control system; there are many control systems put in place in society to condition our minds including, but not limited to; the media, government, religion, societal structure etc.

Nothing is above The All in Law, and that is because The All is God; only God can pass judgment, which is an element of Law. As said before, all laws emerge from God. Law can be reasoned with though, and applying Reason and Law to God is a suitable synchronicity. It is safe to say though, that if all laws emerge from God, and nothing is above The All in Law, adding on to the fact that it is religion that was the foundation of society’s laws then it would be tolerable certain to say that The All = God = Law.

However, if we take Revelations 22:13, he is also the Beta as Betas coincide with Law.

"I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End."

= Alpha, Beta and Omega =

The Alpha, Beta and Omega caste system is the trait given to people who are dominant, enabling, or victimizing in their relationships. We fall back into Persecutor, Rescuer and Victim which is social traits inherited in all of us.

Alphas are dominant, confident leaders. They set the building blocks for the others to follow; they pave the foundations and they build the steps that the others need to take. The primary concern of the Alpha is preserving the Order in the tribe. These are the hunter group of people.

Betas are the followers; these are gatherer type people. Betas will attempt to take the example shown by the Alpha and mould it into their own opinions and beliefs. They are not very assertive in maintaining relationships, and only seem to follow the crowd. Picture the average Joe.

Omegas are the outcasts. They are the people who were abandoned by society and had to make their own way into the world. These people fall into scavenger classed group, however their intelligence and cunning makes them able to manipulate the Alpha and in some cases control the tribe via using the Alpha as a puppet for the Omega’s agendas.

They link up in several ways. Treat Alpha/Beta/Omega as algebraic variables. We can change Alpha/Beta/Omega to Acting/Feeling/Thinking, or we could change it to Real/Digital/Imaginary. In several contexts, we can change Alpha/Beta/Omega to represent other patterns. This is to define that three is an important number in the universe; a mind, body and soul number as well as representing the Holy Trinity.

But do you see where I’m going with this?

Three is a very strong number in the Universe. It’s a mind, body and soul number and you’ll find by comparing more trios other than Alpha/Beta/Omega, the similarities trios have to Alpha/Beta/Omega; like Persecutor/Rescuer/Victim for example, are uncanny.

= Time and Space =

Like I said before; we need to factor in time in this as well. Alpha goes clockwise, Omega goes counter-clockwise. These two are like this because they consistently fight for Alpha; the top of the ladder. The more people fuelling the clockwise or counter-clockwise loops, the more Order and Chaos is being fuelled into the universe.

Consider the universe a computer simulator in the sense that we go through loops of interaction every day. We could never really have World Peace unless we were to fill out all possible outcomes of the universe, and even in saying that; how long would it take? To fill out every interaction, every loop before the time the universe disperses is truly going to be a difficult task. Even then, the universe dispersing itself would be a loop of interaction. Perhaps the ultimate peace would be the peace of death. However, you cannot transition beyond death forcefully. There is no peace made if you take away the peace of others, which is what suicide victims do not seem to realize. There are people that do care about you, but they show it in their own subtle way.

Space is a simulation; time ensures the maintenance of that simulation. However, in saying that; time is a man-made concept. What if we were to take away all forms of time? Would appointments exist? Certainly human society would be either more relaxed or more chaotic, depending on whether you’re optimistic or pessimistic.

There is so much evolved in the world and the universe, yet everything that has been discovered so far is in perfect sequence with everything else in the surroundings. How can we have an intricate ecosystem, with sprawling flora and fauna? What governs the force surrounding that ecosystem? The natural establishment and order of things.

Would it be bold to suggest that we may not be the only ones in the Universe? Consider that in the Hubble Ultra Deep Field Image, taken back in September 3rd, 2003; there were over 10,000 galaxies found in that one photo alone, and that photo was taken on a black spot behind the moon that appeared to have no visible stars. Other planets would have had to host life at some point; remnants of Mars life have been found as water has been found on Mars.

I will converge this statement by saying the following points;
 * Law is a required catalyst to balance Order and Chaos and to preserve peace.
 * (w + m) * t = Ω may or may not be the formula for peace.
 * Alpha and Omega feed the Order and the Chaos of the universe. We all pool in energy to either faction.
 * Betas take the building blocks from Alphas and base their lives on the examples they create.
 * There are control systems within society made to condition our thought process and help mould ourselves into what we are today, example; religion, politics, societal structure etc.

Digimon Movie Analysis
= Greymon and Parrotmon =

The Greymon and Parrotmon sequence in the movie is the beginning of the movie where Greymon and Parrotmon fight in Highton View Terrace. Interestingly, this is not the actual Greymon seen with Tai when he first starts his adventure. How could it be when the original Agumon’s attack was Pepper Breath and the Greymon’s original attack was Nova Blast? These were replaced with Pepper Flame and Nova Flame in the movie. The voice was deeper, the Agumon and Greymon were gigantic. Completely different one to the one Tai gets when the events of Digimon Adventure kick in.

Let’s have a look at the formula and see where it applies here;

(w + m) * t = Ω Tai Greymon Kari’s Whistle ' This is an interesting segment because going back to the beginning is highlighted as a key point in the Digimon Movie. It actually holds the answers if we were to take everything learned from the previous Omega Theorem with Omnimon’s Birth and Kokomon, and apply it to this segment. What happens here is that Parrotmon is summoned out of the Digital World and attacks Greymon. Originally Agumon, he digivolves to Greymon to protect Tai and Kari from Parrotmon.
 * W: Represents the Chaotic Mind of
 * M: Represents the Orderly Body of
 * T: Represents the Lawful Catalyst of
 * Ω: Represents Peace in Death.'

The whole segment bleeds parent-child-adult model. Greymon is the parental figure for Tai and Kari, protecting them from danger and often times seen giving Kari a ride on his back as Agumon. In the context of war, it would be the defense theme of the movie. Greymon and Parrotmon are issuing a territorial stance.

While an excellent throwback to Godzilla movies, unfortunately both Digimon die at the end as Kari screams out for Greymon. This is the beginning of the trauma; just as how Kokomon kept telling Willis to “go back to the beginning”, this segment in the beginning was the hint of how the trauma started with Kokomon.

Willis started getting his first Digi-egg and he wanted to clone Terriermon and Kokomon. He instead ended up creating a Digimon virus that spread on the internet known as Diaboromon. This period of time is when the events with Willis start.

Let’s analyze this on another level; consider that there are three segments to this movie. Three is a mind, body and soul number. In fact, three pops up quite a bit in the movie; three horns on Kokomon, three as in Willis, Terriermon and Kokomon, three forces to combine together to create Omnimon etc.

If we analyze this on a basic level, taking into note that we have to take the present and future then go back to the beginning (past) with them, this segment explains the effects of death within the family. It’s a loss for a child’s attachment as Greymon dies at the end and is whisked away back to the Digital World. Greymon was the body, Kari’s whistle was the catalyst and Tai was the mind. Ω was achieved when Greymon woke up and blasted Parrotmon away with Nova Flame. But do you see the effects that had on the children? They were traumatized. They were in fear of losing their newfound Digimon friend.

If we take this picture here, it’s a picture of innocence. It’s also a picture of a secure bond of trust as Kari’s quite willing to let Agumon carry her despite his massive size. She felt secure and safe with him.

The message of Peace in this segment is one of death. It’s Peace in Death. Peace was reached when Greymon and Parrotmon died (they were sent back to their Digital World), yet the territorial stance could be interpreted differently. Parrotmon could very well be the Persecutor, Greymon is the Rescuer and Kari is the Victim. She is the prime victim in the end as she takes the loss of Greymon to heart. Loss links in with grief and trauma; we need to reattach ourselves to someone or something else equal to or better than what we previously lost.

So what I can take from this segment is the following points;

· It’s a defensive stance: I say it is a defensive stance because it is a territorial stance. Greymon and Parrotmon were most likely challenging each other over territory; Parrotmon is the representation of death in this subject as he is responsible for taking Greymon away.

· It’s the original trauma: The original trauma of Willis was to go back to the beginning. This is the beginning of the movie; this is where the events first started. This was the first loss that those children felt when Greymon went back to the Digital World.

· It’s a parent-child model: The relationship between Kari and Agumon / Greymon is a perfect example of the parent-child relationship in psychology. Tai, Kari and Agumon / Greymon are a structured family unit, metaphorically speaking.

· It’s a lost attachment: It is a lost attachment in the sense that Greymon disappears after the fight. Considering the young age of Kari and Tai, it would have been the first lesson of loss in life. Kari grieves after the fight as she is in shock trying to come to terms with what has just happened.

= Omnimon’s Birth =

Omnimon’s Birth is a result of three forces combining together in unison; the Transcendent Sword, the Supreme Cannon, and the Soul of the People as they glow out of the emails and form the glue that unites the Transcendent Sword and Supreme Cannon together. This is where the original formula came in;

(w + m) * t = Ω

Let’s analyze this equation;

· W: Represents the Chaotic Mind of Wargreymon.

· M: Represents the Orderly Body of Metalgarurumon.

· T: Represents the Lawful Catalyst of Tai.

· Ω: Represents World Peace.

Although there may be three forces combining, two of those forces were main characters; Wargreymon and Metalgarurumon. They are cracked and broken, scarred from battle. Their fortifications are crumbling and things are looking desperate.

Tai and Matt emerge from the “light at the end of the tunnel”, or rather they emerge from the computer screen and into the internet. Their emotions were that strong for their Digimon, they ended up becoming digital themselves and entered the internet.

''“Tai’s bond with Wargreymon was so strong, Tai himself became digital!”''

He reflects on the whistle because it is a reminder of the one he lost. He’s reliving that experience of loss and has regressed back to the childlike state with the whistle mentioned.

In my psychosis, I assumed myself as Tai and Wargreymon was my chaotic fortifications. Matt was my father and Metalgarurumon was his orderly fortifications. He served in the military for thirty-five years, and just as my chaotic fortifications is cracked through schizoaffective disorder; his orderly fortifications are cracked through Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.

My father tries to answer and call out to Metalgarurumon, his fortifications, but there is no response. He has already fought his hardest in several conflicts and engagements.

As there is no other option at this stage, he looks to me for reassurance. I of course, give him that reassurance by telling him to “Keep trying, Matt!”

The fortifications are cracked and broken through trauma. The relationship between my father and me has been albeit a rocky one, but we have pulled through in the end. The Diaboromon clones represent negativity. Trauma, grief, loss, sadness, violence, war, death, along those lines. Just as he is helping me to sever my trauma, I need to help him sever his.

When the digivolution sequence starts and Wargreymon says that he feels the hope and strength of all the kids in the world, it isn’t a combination. They don’t combine, but rather branch off into sword and cannon; glued together by the soul, which is a mixture of every single person on the internet. Everyone on the internet converged into a point and Ω was achieved when Omnimon appeared. This was a World Peace statement.

I would say that W = Wargreymon, M = Metalgarurumon, T = Tai and Ω = Omnimon. Coincidental that the variables coincide with the names, yes? That is because the first letter of their names was the original syntax used for the formula! By placing a ''visual variable'' with using characters in the movie, I was better able to understand how the formula works.

Look at the Transcendent Sword and Supreme Cannon. What was their purpose? Transcendent Sword deflected all the lasers that were getting homed in on Omnimon and Tai/Matt yet the Supreme Cannon decimated the area. Funnily enough though, it was the Transcendent Sword that killed the original Diaboromon in the end. I could interpret that as I paved the way for Dad to shine, but I was the one who helped him in the end because I was the one that initiated this theory and am trying to sever the original root cause of our trauma and grief.

I helped my Dad because I believed that posting my theory about him would resonate with people and invoke an attachment. I simplified his demons to a point where we could visualize it, and laugh about it. However, his root cause was the military. The original Diaboromon, as said in the first theorem is going back to where it all started. It’s going back to the beginning; Dad has to go back to the beginning and confront his demons, I have to go back to the beginning to confront mine.

The missile sequence is our weight; our world view. Missiles are badass and cool and destroy worlds, yet the morality and ethics behind a nuclear missile is met with mixed opinions. Again, it’s a grey area. I represent Chaos, Dad represents Order. We share that weight, but you cannot have Order and Chaos intertwined so the missile could be a metaphor for Law, as Order (Dad) and Chaos (myself) are stabilized by Law. It’s also passing a judgement down, as a nuclear missile heading for a country is a judgement of life.

The clock shown at the end of Diaboromon’s death represents all the time lost when my Dad was overseas; never seeing me walk or crawl, hearing my first word etc. The bonding between a father and his son was very intermittent as he was sent overseas for six to twelve months at a shot. This does not mean I hold any resentment towards him! We always have time to catch up!

After all, what’s a few raindrops between friends?

Willis is a child. He’s a representation of me when I was a child. He is seen playing in the meadow with Terriermon and Kokomon; the scene is scenery of peace and innocence. However, the innocence is tainted when Kokomon gets attacked by the virus. Notice the three horns on Kokomon? There are three horns on all of his digivolved forms, there are three horns on Omnimon, and there are three horns on Greymon too. Although numerology may be seen as silly by some, try to apply the context with it here in the sense that this is a psychoanalytical document dissecting the symbolism this movie had with a psychosis. Three is a mind, body and soul number.

Three is a special number because it is tied to a lot of important groups. We base our social interaction on the three in the Karpman drama triangle; persecutor, rescuer and victim. It’s also a holy number as it is related to the Holy Trinity. In a way, it would resemble peace because if we formulate (w + m) * t = Ω we would gain a form of peace with it. We’re converging all that Order and Chaos and stabilizing it with the Law to promote a form of Peace.

So what can we take from this segment? We now know that;

· It’s a religious reference: In the sense that if we compare it to the Japanese context of Omegamon, this is a religious themed battle as the angelic choir plays in the background as Omegamon becomes the end of Diaboromon.

Interestingly, Diaboro could be a portmanteau of “Diablo”; the Spanish word for “Devil”, and “Ouroboros”, the Ancient Egyptian tail-eating snake often taken to symbolize introspection; the eternal return or cyclicality – especially in the sense of something constantly recreating itself.

Diaboromon is exactly that. He recreated himself and constantly recreates himself on the internet because he is a virus. His dark, horned appearance could mean Lucifer as well; makes sense, his tactics are very deceitful such as hijacking a nuclear missile, recreating itself to confuse Wargreymon and Metalgarurumon etc.

Wargreymon, Metalgarurumon and the Emails represent the Holy Trinity. Wargreymon is the Son, Metalgarurumon is the Father, and the Emails are the Holy Spirit. Persecutor, Rescuer and Victim types come into play here. Matt was the Victim, Tai was the Rescuer, Diaboromon was the Persecutor.

· 'It’s coming to terms with a previous trauma: 'We notice that this isn’t the same Agumon / Greymon that fought in Highton View Terrace at the start of the movie because in Episode 45 of Digimon Adventure, the Digidestined go back to the beginning and it was discovered that they aren’t the same Agumon / Greymon. Tai has mentioned the whistle not because he doesn’t have the whistle, but because he regressed back to that childlike state and remembered that traumatic event of losing Greymon.

We now reflect on this, if it is a previous trauma. Trauma is a required thing in our lives as it reinforces us and helps to make us stronger; it complements our law of adaptability. The character change with Tai from what he was back then to what he is in this segment is very similar. Both times in those segments, he was cheering Greymon and Wargreymon on.

· It’s a mind, body and soul reference: The reference to the mind, body and soul is that the Chaotic Mind (the mind is chaotic as chaos is unpredictable yet could also be construed as imaginative), the Orderly Body (orderly as in security; body is a security thing as well) and the Lawful Catalyst (lawful is required as a neutral balance between Order and Chaos) are required to create Ω, which symbolizes Peace.

However, the Peace means different things in different contexts. We had Peace in Death in the first segment, now we have World Peace in the second segment. It’s World Peace because the world united for a common goal to destroy Diaboromon and prevent nuclear war. You cannot have World Peace without a central point or goal for everyone to work for and agree upon.

= Kokomon =

If we compared the first segment with Greymon as a Persecutor, the second segment with Omnimon as a Rescuer, then the final segment with Kokomon would have to make him the Victim.

Makes sense; Parrotmon was persecuting Greymon for territorial rights, Omnimon rescued the internet, and Kokomon would be the victim as he was the victim of the Diaboromon virus and unfortunately died afterwards. Interestingly, if Omnimon is a Rescuer then that would make him a Beta despite being known as Omegamon in Japan. I digress.

This segment would have to be the most confusing, and I say that because it takes ''two lawful catalysts ''to create Magnamon and Rapidmon, and they were Seraphimon and Magnadramon. Adding on that because Davis carries both the Digi-Egg of Courage and the Digi-Egg of Friendship, which are traits Tai and Matt have (Tai has Courage, Matt has Friendship) it can make things a bit tricky to explain. I’ll try to simplify it to the best of my ability.

Cherubimon Vice is the final battle with Kokomon, he is the dark jester-like creature that comes out of the water and covers the place with darkness. In a way, he is Kek’ui and his alternative form; Cherubimon Virtue is Kek’uit. Kek’ui and Kek’uit were frog gods from the Ogdoad mythology in Ancient Egyptian history. Their role was to be the darkness that covered the primordial abyss of water. I linked that with the internet meme “Kek”, and posted on 8chan /fringe/ about my suggestion at this point. I digress; we’ll talk about that later.

Cherubimon Vice / Kokomon is a representation of my traumatized fortifications. Yes, another Wargreymon yet this is a representation of the psychosis experienced with Schizoaffective disorder. Kokomon never wanted to hurt the Digidestined; he was merely trying to get them to heal him within. This is why he throws the Golden Digi-eggs to Davis and Willis. I’d say this would be an inner peace argument, as coming to terms with yourself and healing from within relates to inner peace. Again, there are subtleties but they all link up together.

The point of the fight was that Kokomon was traumatized.

He was going through a post-traumatic episode where his power was that great, he was regressing others back to that childlike state. We regress back to a state prior to the traumatic event when we experience a trauma; that is a human’s way of coping with it. His posture is droopy and gaunt; he is hunched over and looks like he is carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders.

Let’s go to the equation once again;

(w + m) * t = Ω

· W: Represents the Chaotic Mind of Magnamon.

· M: Represents the Orderly Body of Rapidmon.

· T: Represents the Lawful Catalysts of Seraphimon and Magnadramon.

· Ω: Represents Inner Peace.

I notice that the Peace variable Ω continues to change in different contexts of Peace. You could have World Peace, Inner Peace, Peace in Death, Peace of Mind, Peace and Quiet etc, yet the flow is the same. I would say that there are two catalysts required because you’re actually doing two digivolutions instead of one, so this is more of a double-whammy type thing. In saying that though, why does it require two catalysts to create Inner Peace? Perhaps it is because to be at peace with yourself may mean to bring another at peace too. You feel good when you help others, anyway.

I’d also like to add that it makes sense for Seraphimon and Magnadramon to be catalysts; they are angels and The All is Law, as Law was based off God. The Ten Commandments and the Bible was the basis for Society’s Laws and morals.

The cluster of murky bubbles seen during the part where Cherubimon Vice eats Magnamon and Rapidmon is a representation of schizoaffective disorder. Murky, repressed memories that are all clouded and need clarity given to them. “Time to heal” could refer to the healing phase in trauma and grief; Kokomon lost his sanity when the Diaboromon virus possessed him. Actually, it makes sense to compare Diaboromon to Satan even further now since he virtually possessed Kokomon and used manipulation and deceit to clone himself and set off a nuclear missile.

Let’s define some variables like Mind, Body and Soul; we’ll also cross-reference them with Order, Law and Chaos.

A Chaotic Mind is fitting purely because of the meaning of Chaos. Chaos is unpredictable, and in this context could mean imagination. An Orderly Body fits because Body is Security, as well as Order. The Soul is either pure or tainted. Trauma can hurt the exposed soul, so we need to place defense mechanisms and fortifications up to protect ourselves from getting hurt. Lawful Catalysts come into play because Law is a grey area, yet it’s required to balance out Order and Chaos. A mixture of Order, Law and Chaos is Peace as all parties have converged into a goal or central point.

Now let’s put them into the context of the Kokomon fight;

Willis was using Terriermon as a security blanket. It is fitting to compare Rapidmon to the Supreme Cannon; what does the Supreme Cannon represent? It represents my father; it represents security and faith in that security. Magnamon represents the Chaotic Mind, yet his Digi-egg represents the security of the Body (Davis’s Digi-egg is a box; represents security). Rapidmon represents the Orderly Body, yet his Digi-egg represents the freedom of the Mind as Willis’s Digi-egg has a wing on top of it. Magnamon is the Transcendent Sword, Rapidmon is the Supreme Cannon. The difference here is that it’s taking two Digimon to fight Cherubimon instead of one, so again it’s required because there’s two Digimon; two catalysts.

Kokomon is perhaps the root of the original trauma. He continuously regresses others back to a childlike state and there are subtle hints as to Kokomon’s childlike playful nature, such as when he juggles Digimon and how he throws the Digi-eggs to Davis and Willis. Cherubimon, which is Kokomon’s final form’s name, derives its name from cherub which could mean a beautiful or innocent-looking child. Kokomon’s trauma is creating a ripple effect in which it affects the Digidestined during battle by regressing them back to children. Notice how he has three horns on his head, similar to what Omnimon has. Kokomon is a physical manifestation of trauma and just as Diaboromon’s passed the virus on to him, it means he now inherits the same qualities as Diaboromon does; negative, traumatic, violent, sad etc.

I’ll sum up my topic here once again and converge all the divergent thinking into a point;

· 'All three symbolize Ancient Egyptian deities and symbols: 'Parrotmon could be seen as a symbol for Horus, Diaboromon symbolizes the Ouroboros, and Kokomon / Cherubimon and his alternate form Cherubimon Virtue symbolizes Kek’ui and Kek’uit. While this may not be relevant, I linked the Omega Theorem with the internet meme “Kek” and watched it balloon as it spread across the internet. As I followed the rabbit hole deeper, coincidences and synchronicities became more regular.

· It’s coming to terms with a previous trauma: Again, like I said before back in the Omnimon’s Birth chapter; this is a movie that is about children coming to terms with trauma and war. Diaboromon was the root cause of that trauma, and he unfortunately passed it on to Kokomon. Willis was distressed at the end because he thought he lost both of them, but Terriermon survived and Kokomon reincarnated as a Digi-egg.

· 'The context of Peace is different each time: 'One would have to think though; what factors were there to cause a different result each time? It was the context of the scenarios. Greymon was in a territorial stance; protecting the pack against Parrotmon. Greymon sacrificed himself (in a way) to save Tai and Kari from Parrotmon. It was a Peace in Death, but to willingly give up your life for another is an incredibly selfless gesture. Omnimon’s Birth was different as it was more along the lines of “there’s no more hope, we’re screwed”, and Kokomon’s peace was different again in the sense that it was an inner peace and Kokomon had to come to terms with the inner turmoil within him.

= Converging Digital =

Now we can analyze all three parts of the movie and see how this applies to my life.

We know that Metalgarurumon represents my Father’s broken fortifications, and Matt represents him. But what else is represented? Where is the Mother?

From my point of view, I had a psychosis about the Digimon movie and I was able to see clearly about this movie. It was trying to tell me something. However, it is quite simple; all I need to do is “go back to the beginning”.

The Greymon and Parrotmon fight was about Peace in Death. So there’s a loss that I have not yet gotten over. Let’s build on this a bit more and analyze the next two.

Omnimon’s Birth was about World Peace. There is a huge loss that I have not yet gotten over then; as that’s carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders.

Kokomon was about Inner Peace. Unless I come to terms with this huge loss, I will not get Inner Peace. For this to be that big of a deal, it would have had to be a person rather than a possession. Willis is me though, so perhaps he might have a bit of insight;

'“Eight years ago, a Digi-egg came out of my computer and hatched twin Digimon named Terriermon and Kokomon. I finally had someone to play with; my very own pets, and they talked too! It was the best.” – Willis'

Eight years ago when I was fourteen, my Mother ran away from home and my Grandmother died. Take that back to the beginning? Now I’ve lost both of them.

With the lack of a proper female figure during adolescent years, I have to find a reattachment.

'“I watched helplessly for four years as he slowly became this terrible monster.” – Willis'

So now that we have ascertained the general meaning of this thesis (chaotic mind, orderly body, lawful catalyst, and peace) we now need to figure out how to put the theory into practice. The theory was already getting put into practice just as you were reading this, all the Ages; Age of Fire, Age of Renaissance, Age of Love etc. were made as a prediction of the future:

· Age of Fire: Provoking 4chan into a discussion, continuous baiting and prodding.

· Age of Renaissance: The internet meme renaissance that happened during the 2016 Presidential Election.

· Age of Love: Learning to put aside our differences and love each other.

· Age of Revolution: Learning to put aside our differences and fight for each other.

· Age of Dark: The time right before the dawn.

· Age of Peace: The brief elation. Peace is a brief elation; it’s like floating on a cloud, but the high is brief.

Consider that 4chan was provoked into a discussion of the Election, had the meme renaissance (there is an article written on KnowYourMeme), put aside our differences and learned to love each other, to fight for each other, to die for each other and to bring peace to each other. Now I’m aware that this whole Election thing was going before the Omega Theorem happened but it’s uncanny the coincidences and synchronicities that have been experienced. Coincidences have been happening to multiple people, not just two or three.

The strangest thing is that the method I used to put the theory into practice was to hop on the 2016 Presidential Election bandwagon on 4chan and monitor the effects. I felt that as Wikileaks was churning out material where Hillary Clinton was allegedly going to start a war with Russia if she won, there was a good opportunity to psychoanalyze a once-in-a-lifetime scenario where the internet ganged up on Hillary Clinton to elect an internet meme; Donald Trump, as President. I saw this as a perfect opportunity to play “Our War Game”

I pretended Hillary Clinton was Diaboromon and that Omnimon is a representation of every single person on the internet uniting against Hillary. Although I did not helm this experiment, I certainly monitored the results!

I think the best thing to do at this stage is to look at examples of trios of what can be compared by all three movie segments;

There are five groups of trios there in that table. Let’s analyze this table and see if they are in the correct boxes;

Greymon’s segment is a segment of defense as its protecting children; it is a parental thing too in that regard and as it’s a persecuting scenario it ties in with alpha. Order exists but it was a clash of order; again, territorial stance.

Omnimon’s segment is a segment of war (the segment itself is titled “Our War Game”) but the interesting thing with Omnimon is he is NOT an Omega. He is a Rescuer, which ties in with a Beta. He followed on the orders of everyone that wished for good and as they melded with the sword and the cannon forming Omnimon, he exacted their will; their Law, so to speak.

Kokomon’s segment is a segment of peace. It’s about coming to terms with inner turmoil and acceptance. He’s the Victim because quite simply; he was possessed by a virus that ended up killing him. This ties in with Omega; again we fall into scavenger mentality. Kokomon was a scavenger in the sense that he was always the outsider; kind of like the Black Dog constantly following Willis.

Can all of this be converted into a point?

The main common theme with the Digimon Movie is that it is trauma. It is about children being traumatized by a combination of loss, grief and sadness; albeit subtle. Yet in saying that, there were scenes that were completely toned down in the English versions. Omegamon’s Birth (Omnimon in Japan) was a heavily religious themed segment of the Digimon Movie. It was toned down in the English version because of translations and censorship; I assume that Fox Kids and Toei Animation did not want the backlash of soccer mum’s going on about the religious theme in it. I digress.

Interestingly, if we analyze the caste system of Alpha, Beta and Omega again we find that the Beta has achieved World Peace whereas the Alpha Greymon was sent back to the Digital World and the Omega Kokomon reincarnated into an egg. You could say that both Greymon and Kokomon “died” at one stage.

What were the conditions and parameters for the three environments to end like they did?

Let’s take a look at Greymon and Parrotmon. That was a territorial thing; two beasts fighting each other over territory. Greymon was protecting Tai and Kari from Parrotmon; Tai and Kari are Greymon’s territory, so to speak. He was willing and prepared to give his life for Tai and Kari’s welfare, and technically he did (he didn’t die; he went back to the Digital World and may have been reincarnated into a Digi-egg like all other Digimon)

Omnimon was a time of desperation. All other options had been exhausted and time was quickly running out. It almost seemed as if Diaboromon had them at one stage with the clones. However, every single person on the internet converged with Omnimon. It was a World Peace message because every single person is putting aside their differences and uniting against the common foe. The peace is brought in when Omnimon stabs Diaboromon in the face with Transcendent Sword.

Kokomon interestingly, had two lawful catalysts. He was required two because he needed to not only have peace within himself, but peace within others. All he wanted was to be saved, and he willingly gives himself up in the end as Wendigomon appears and asks Magnamon and Rapidmon to destroy the virus.

Hypothesis

I refined the Digimon theory to the point where I could quite easily write all of it out by hand while I was in hospital. When I was let out, I began to work on the original Omega Theorem. I posted it on the internet in an attempt to invoke an attachment of empathy, as my original hypothesis was to get my father and I at the Peace Bell in town, converging everyone there and giving a group hug to promote peace. I wanted that theory to be the reason to do it, and I just wanted to see if I could do it.

However; the time, money and resources that would have been spent trying to bring everyone together at the Peace Bell would have been too dear. The plan was to work for an item, preferably sentimental items and bring all the items I earn to the Peace Bell. I have created an attachment with the items so I thought it would be a good thing to do, but unfortunately I did not have enough people asking for work so I tried an alternative method.

I attempted to re-enact Our War Game (the Omnimon segment) by using the 2016 Presidential Election as a simulated environment. Fortunately I was able to get good data; the way things progressed well, it kind of ballooned out of proportion. I digress.

= Age of Revolution =

22nd August was the date I was let out of Bloomfield, 23rd August was the date that I ushered in Age of Revolution. I was deemed “severely unwell, with limited insight” by the Mental Health Review Tribunal despite being let out that day and placed on a six month Community Treatment Order. In total, I did six weeks and one day at Bloomfield psychiatric units.

I went to work and started working on the original Omega Theorem. Looking back at it now, I can understand how I may have been psychotic still while leaving hospital. During the later weeks of my hospital stay, I was granted access to computers. I used those computers to spread more propaganda around 4chan.

It was an Age of Revolution because it was when the wool started to get pulled over everyone’s eyes and they saw the world for what it really was. Donald Trump’s election has brought discord and chaos to the world in the sense that there are protestors; some are violent, as well as potentially shaking up conflict with Mexicans and other immigrants. Age of Revolution is a challenging time for all of us because it is the times where we start to divide. Whether we unite or not is entirely up to the person; again, emotions are variables. Everyone however, will judge a person based on observation.

= Codename: Ω =

Codename: Ω was the code name for the original plan I had set up in regards to 4chan, Encyclopedia Dramatica and the other internet communities.

· '''Psychoanalyze 4channers and help them out: '''This was the original plan. However, I decided to prod a bit here and there; I prefer looking at people from many different angles, giving them many different emotions etc. I digress. I actually did manage to reach out to a few people; regardless, as long as I’ve helped a few out then I’m happy.

· '''Study Meme Magic and analyze the social engineering: '''It interested me how you could engineer internet culture to affect real life events. I could see the science in it to which if someone sees some form of stimuli, they will react to it. Every action has an equal or opposing reaction.

· Help my Dad conquer Post-traumatic stress disorder: This is currently being quite successful; I showed him the original Omega Theorem and he was quite impressed.

· '''Gallop around on my high horse: '''Because I’ve got to style it while I’m stylin’ on 4chan.

There’s no malice. There never was malice in any of my posts in forums, imageboards, wikis etc. I tend to joke around a lot. In saying that, while the original Plan Ω was quite simplistic I embellished it a bit as time went on. I wanted to prove to the world that I was not some crazy Schizoaffective that doesn’t know any better. For me to go to this length though; perhaps that could be construed as narcissistic? I digress.

The main reason I did all this was to help my father out, bring a smile to 4chan’s face, and prove to Mental Health that I’m not that Schizoaffective. The amusing thing about the whole thing is that I converted Cherubimon to be an avatar of my Schizophrenia, and with the things I was posting and the people who were screaming and yelling at me; I just learned to laugh at it. I twisted my schizophrenia into something I laugh at; guess they always said laughter is the best medicine!

I ended up going on a tirade on Facebook between the 10th and 12th July. I kept posting status after status; clearly in a manic / psychotic state. There was a point where I came to the conclusion that I was God. Unfortunately, a lot of my posts have video game references and statuses in them; the pop culture tie-in may go over a few people’s heads.

What we ended up doing was socially engineering internet memes and pop culture to affect real life events.

We elected Trump as an internet meme on 4chan and due to the popularity a meme has once it goes viral, I assume that celebrities had a look and thought that Trump may have a chance. They then blackmailed the American public into not voting for Trump because they said that they would leave the United States. That ended up creating a reverse psychology effect and people voted Trump in simply because they wanted those celebrities gone. There were other geopolitical and social elements that altered the course of that election, such as Wikileaks leaking classified documents alleging Hillary Clinton wishes to start war with Russia, she also supplied weapons to ISIS and other enemy forces, also she engaged in child trafficking with Laura Silsbury. There were a myriad of stories coming up about Ms. Clinton.

= Cult of Kek =

Now here’s where it gets weird; the Cult of Kek is the result of an Ancient Egyptian Frog God resurrected online by imageboard culture. They worship the God “Kek”, which is erroneous as there was no Kek god in Egyptian history. There was Kek’ui and Kek’uit and they were only the darkness that covered the primordial abyss of water. It is Kerh and Kerhet that are the Gods of Chaos, as well as night. The Ogdoad mythology always had male and female counterparts, so for example; Kek’ui and Kek’uit are the male and female powers that were supposed to cover the primordial abyss of water, just as Kerh and Kerhet are the male and female Gods of Chaos and Night. Kek’ui is that period of time before the dawn, and Kek’uit is that period of time after the dawn so we could translate this to dusk and dawn.

Remember how I said that Cherubimon Vice and Virtue is similar to Kek’ui and Kek’uit? It is because Cherubimon Vice came out of the “primordial abyss of water”, and covered the place with darkness shortly afterwards. He represents the period of time before the dawn. The period of time after the dawn represents Cherubimon Virtue and Kek’uit. I had made a thread on 8chan[4] about Cherubimon’s likeness and Kek. I linked the personification of my Schizophrenia to an internet meme, which is why I was able to cope well with laughing at it.

Laughter is the best medicine. People make things out to be worse than what they really are; if you can attach a positive thing to your condition it tends to make things a lot easier. I actively laugh at my Schizophrenia and Bipolar because I will not let them get to me and I laugh hard at them.

The Truth About Pepe The Frog And The Cult Of Kek is a good document to read that goes on about this topic more in-depth.

= Summary =

Now let us attempt to summarize this document and converge all the divergent thinking;

· Chaos and Order are stabilized by Law: You cannot mix Order and Chaos together; although opposites may attract when it comes to magnets, mixing Order and Chaos together cannot be done. You need a binding agent, which is Law in this case. Branch it off with the Chaotic Mind, the Orderly Body, the Lawful Catalyst and the Peace. w and m are required to bond with t to create Ω.

· 'There needs to be common ground to obtain Peace: 'There was common ground in the sense of Omnimon; all the emails linked with him and converged into a singular point, working together for a singular goal; stop Diaboromon. You cannot obtain World Peace without a central goal or point, which is agreed upon by all parties involved. However, in saying that;let’s think of different contexts of Peace. We had Peace in Death and Inner Peace, yet those two are personal things to overcome as they affect the inner self. Yet you could always find common ground with your inner self, no?

· Persecutor, Rescuer, Victim: These three social traits can be expanded on and in most cases cross-referenced with other trios. Alpha, Beta and Omega come into mind here (Alpha: Persecutor, Beta: Rescuer, Omega: Victim), as well as Order, Law and Chaos (Order: Persecutor, Law: Rescuer, Chaos: Omega)

= Conclusion =

So now, to wrap this thesis up I ask the final question that will be the one I want you to dispute on my behalf in exchange for this document;

Am I really insane?

I may be, I’ve pretty much just written short of 11,000 words in a document where all I wanted to do was show my logic and the way I think.

But by reading my document; can you call someone who can write all of this “severely unwell, with limited insight”? I have demonstrated sound logic and found everything myself.

I ask this particular question and I have written you a 10,000+ word thesis not to annoy you, but to talk to you about Mental Health. Find the flaws in my argument if you wish to dispute.

I understand that to judge whether someone is insane or not on a document they send seems frivolous as you are going against four years worth of evidence, but in saying that; please judge this thesis simply for what it is.

Another thing that I would also like to bring up; I’ve identified my issues, I’ve acted on those issues, I feel a whole lot better. To reverse engineer Schizophrenia into something I can laugh at, well; maybe you should put me in the psych ward!

Thank you very much for reading this thesis and I hope that it has brought in new insights!